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In Memory OF SY...

Dear Sy,

My friend that was so dear,
With eyes so clear,
And laughter so rare,
Always could stand my dare.

Thou I never noticed
How near you were,
Nor appreciated your presence here,
I feel your absence so much everyday.
I miss you so much.
Your warm smile, deep voice,
Cute eyes, and loving heart.

Why did you go?
Why did you leave me alone to cry?
You were always there to dry my tears.

As angry as I could get,
You had the power
To melt away my anger,
And make me smile.

That's why you shouldn't have left me.
I need you now more than ever.
I need you to melt away my anger.
I need you for our wordless gossip.
I need you to practise my bullying.
I need you to make me smile again.
Please come back and don't ever leave.

Tch! How foolish of me.
I know you can't come back,
I also know that,
God must have made you an Angel.

So, as your stubborn, lonely friend,
Please, help me by sending a nice,
Quiet, always smiling, jovial,
Unbully-able,
And patient friend like you to me,
One who will be with me,
Despite all my flaws.

I miss you so much Sy,
I miss you so much it hurts.
Please come back to me,
Be it as a younger
Or older version of yourself.

Please find a way
To come back to me.
I beg you.

From a heart,
Filled with love and longing,
Olaa.


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Comments

  1. Wow! a lovely piece
    I know how it feels to be in love.
    I know its the most beautiful thing ever.
    Especially when its you that beholds the fullness of his beauty. When you're far, each day reveals new reason to trust him more and with trust, comes deeper appreciation and respect.
    No doubt, you'll want to grow old with him, because he's
    the special person that makes your heart tick.
    From your espouse, he's your sunshine that brightens your days, he's your world, and you desire non but him.
    Alas he left unceremoniously.
    Here am I, telling you in the simplest way I can.....he's
    one and gone for good.
    I'm in awe of you, captivated by you words, we are two of a kind with similar experiences.
    I want you to occupy a special place in my heart.

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