I Know What I Want...

I know what I want,

I want to be a doctor.

I want to be a lawyer.

I want to be an accountant.

I want to be a dancer.

I want to be a singer.

I want to be a game developer.

I know what I want,

I want to get married at 25.

I want 3 children.

I want 2 boys and 1 girl.

I want 3 boys.

I want to be a grandparent at 50.

I want to celebrate my 30th wedding anniversary in Seychelles.

I know what I want,

I want no degree.

I want 1 degree.

I want 2 degrees before 27.

I want a Masters' degree before 29.

I want a PhD before 35.

I want to be a Professor before 40.

Kudos to all who know what they want.

It is a rare talent to know what you want.

It is a greater talent to get what you want.

It is the greatest reward to enjoy what you want.

It is wonderful when your wants make you happy.

But, what if I don't know what I want?

What if I don't know my talent?

What if I don't know what I like?

What if I don't know what I want to become?

What if I don't know if I want to get married?

What if I don't want children?

But, what if I know what I don't want?

I don't want an unhappy life.

I don't want an unfulfilling career.

I don't want a knowledge-less certificate.

I don't want a broken marriage.

I don't want children I can't take care of.

I don't want to be broke.

I don't want a sad home.

I don't want a fake life.

I don't want a life where I fit into a prescribed box.

I don't want a purposeless life.

I don't want a life without fun and happiness.

I don't want a life without love.

Is it okay to know what I don't want,

Even though I don't know what I want?

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